Assault Me

All I ever wanted was to hold hands
What more could be a fantasy of 
A fifteen year old bibliophile
Whose only dream was Nobel in Physics
Don't know how it beckoned  you to assault me

Flashbacks
All I wanted ever  were friends 
Didn't know your pals were
Brimming with wicked intentions
I was naive and innocent 

Forced and extorted
I was bullied and bruised  

All I ever wanted was to hold hands
What more could be a fantasy of 
A fifteen year old bibliophile
Whose only dream was Nobel in Physics
Don't know how it beckoned  you to assault me

Now they feed you lies
You so easily dwell upon
Because seeing it all : the truth
You aren't built for that

Don't know how I escaped
When I cam so close ..so close
Just a moment away from being ......raped

Flashback
Prince Charming wasn't what I had dreamed
Just sweet and cute
Going on novel and study dates
But then exactly what occurred
Was beyond , beyond my worst nightmare


All I ever wanted was to hold hands
What more could be a fantasy of 
A fifteen year old bibliophile
Whose only dream was Nobel in Physics
Don't know how it beckoned  you to assault me


I am done with silence and hurting
I am done grieving and hiding
I am done annihilating myself
I am done crying over LOST ME

Standing up now for truth
Though I know it won't be accpeted
I won't mind dying on this battle-field now
For MY LORD knows I never betrayed you
And I won't be sad if my will doesn't prevail
For shall prevail Lord's Will

I won't be same as before
But for all I have learnt
I will be fine , No matter what
For my faith in Truth ,Justice and in Him will forever stay