tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7458090800264926972024-03-13T15:12:11.086-07:00miracle observationAnonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06281506755914278423noreply@blogger.comBlogger27125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-745809080026492697.post-57887440290985040652012-12-22T23:12:00.000-08:002012-12-23T00:58:45.659-08:00Perfect <div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
<span style="color: #6fa8dc;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">Never knew this detour was a path</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #6fa8dc;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">For caught up in speeding on highway </span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #6fa8dc;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">Just drove for miles and miles </span></span><br />
<span style="color: #6fa8dc;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">Until the dark and silence made me aghast</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #6fa8dc;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">Headlights left on , brakes applied ,</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #6fa8dc;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">Turning ,the view supposedly breath-taking</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #6fa8dc;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">Heart-stopping , serene and harmonious </span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #76a5af;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">Gone ,</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #76a5af;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">Just gone ,</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #76a5af;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">Cut in too deep, </span></span><br />
<span style="color: #76a5af;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">Shocked by the extent </span></span><br />
<span style="color: #76a5af;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">Numbed of the blood ouzzing out ,</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #76a5af;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">Wounds were an year old ,</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #76a5af;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">But so was the promise years old</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="color: #76a5af;">Of Being</span><span style="font-size: large;"><i><span style="color: #76a5af;"> </span>PERFECT</i></span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue",Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;"> <span style="color: red;">( <u>But in pieces I lie here now</u> )</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><span style="color: #6fa8dc;">Irrationality grips me hard</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><span style="color: #6fa8dc;">The lies that once I accepted</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><span style="color: #6fa8dc;">Now come out and rip me apart</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><span style="color: #6fa8dc;">The bases I knew and trusted</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><span style="color: #6fa8dc;">Are all shattered ,</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><span style="color: #6fa8dc;">The solid ground , The hard place , </span></span><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><span style="color: #6fa8dc;">The guiding beacon ,</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><span style="color: #6fa8dc;">The north star</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="color: #76a5af;">Gone ,</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="color: #76a5af;">Just gone ,</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="color: #76a5af;">One missed step , One fall</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="color: #76a5af;">Before the realization dawns,</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="color: #76a5af;">Of your dusk </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="color: #76a5af;">But echoes in heart the promise </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="color: #76a5af;">Of Being</span></span> <span style="font-size: large;"><i>PERFECT</i></span><br />
<span style="color: red;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"> <span style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue",Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">( <u>But in pieces I lie here now</u> )</span></span></span></div>
Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06281506755914278423noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-745809080026492697.post-84436199155150508482012-11-18T20:46:00.000-08:002012-11-18T20:46:09.525-08:00Assault Me <div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
<span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="color: #6fa8dc;">All I ever wanted was to hold hands</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="color: #6fa8dc;">What more could be a fantasy of </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="color: #6fa8dc;">A fifteen year old bibliophile </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="color: #6fa8dc;">Whose only dream was Nobel in Physics</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="color: #6fa8dc;">Don't know how it beckoned you to assault me</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><u><span style="font-size: x-small;"><i>Flashbacks</i></span></u></span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif;">All I wanted ever were friends </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif;">Didn't know your pals were</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif;">Brimming with wicked intentions</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif;">I was naive and innocent </span><br />
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<span style="color: red;"><span style="font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif;"><i>Forced and extorted</i></span></span><br />
<i><span style="color: red;"><span style="font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif;">I was bullied and bruised</span></span> </i><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="color: #6fa8dc;">All I ever wanted was to hold hands</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="color: #6fa8dc;">What more could be a fantasy of </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="color: #6fa8dc;">A fifteen year old bibliophile </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="color: #6fa8dc;">Whose only dream was Nobel in Physics</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="color: #6fa8dc;">Don't know how it beckoned you to assault me</span></span><br />
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Now they feed you lies<br />
You so easily dwell upon<br />
Because seeing it all : the truth<br />
You aren't built for that<br />
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<span style="color: red;">Don't know how I escaped</span><br />
<span style="color: red;">When I cam so close ..so close</span><br />
<span style="color: red;">Just a moment away from being ......raped</span><br />
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<u><i><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">Flashback</span></span></i></u><br />
<span style="font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif;">Prince Charming wasn't what I had dreamed</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif;">Just sweet and cute</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif;">Going on novel and study dates</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif;">But then exactly what occurred</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif;">Was beyond , beyond my worst nightmare</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="color: #6fa8dc;">All I ever wanted was to hold hands</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="color: #6fa8dc;">What more could be a fantasy of </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="color: #6fa8dc;">A fifteen year old bibliophile </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="color: #6fa8dc;">Whose only dream was Nobel in Physics</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="color: #6fa8dc;">Don't know how it beckoned you to assault me</span></span><br />
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I am done with silence and hurting<br />
I am done grieving and hiding<br />
I am done annihilating myself<br />
I am done crying over LOST ME<br />
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Standing up now for truth<br />
Though I know it won't be accpeted<br />
I won't mind dying on this battle-field now<br />
<span style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue",Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;"><i>For MY LORD knows I never betrayed you</i></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue",Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;"><i>And I won't be sad if my will doesn't prevail</i></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue",Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;"><i>For shall prevail Lord's Will</i></span><br />
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I won't be same as before<br />
But for all I have learnt<br />
I will be fine , No matter what<br />
For my faith in Truth ,Justice and in Him will forever stay </div>
Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06281506755914278423noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-745809080026492697.post-31628171433757721242012-10-18T00:10:00.000-07:002012-10-18T19:45:00.932-07:00Abuser/Ravager<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><span style="color: #ea9999;">Gazing out my window</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><span style="color: #ea9999;">Didn't know </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><span style="color: #ea9999;">And then it hit me out cold</span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #ea9999;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">It was you ,ravager</span> </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">Reminiscing your pretense on bike , </span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">Conjuring up memories of your physique </span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">Then ascertaining it with dark figure of man</span><br />
<span style="color: #8e7cc3;"><b><i>Only to find it true </i></b></span><br />
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<span style="color: #d5a6bd;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">My breathing stopped , hopes lost</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #d5a6bd;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">Pain racing up my veins </span></span><br />
<span style="color: #d5a6bd;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">My unheard voice begging him to stop</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #d5a6bd;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">Too fazed by shock and fear </span></span><br />
<span style="color: #d5a6bd;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">Couldn't figure out a way to save me </span></span><br />
<span style="color: #d5a6bd;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">A very close shave with death</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #d5a6bd;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">Thus Falling off </span></span><br />
<span style="color: #d5a6bd;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">The last straw was me on floor covered with tears , lies , injuries </span></span><br />
<span style="color: #d5a6bd;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">Darkness encompassing all of them</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><span style="color: #ea9999;">Didn't know </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><span style="color: #ea9999;">And then it hit me out cold</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><span style="color: #ea9999;">It was you ,ravager </span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">Back to now , </span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">My hands trembled and lip quivered </span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">And work before me seemed an eternity away</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">Tried to lay back and went to sleep for reparation</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">Next thing I know is Dad waking me up</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">Telling me it's time back for chores</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">Blinking and shielding my eyes away from light</span><br />
<span style="color: #8e7cc3;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">Couldn't pinpoint the discrepancy between nightmare and reality</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">(Memories)</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #d5a6bd;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">For the abuser held me so strongly in his roots</span></span><br />
<span style="color: #d5a6bd;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">Bruises encased my arm and face </span></span><br />
<span style="color: #d5a6bd;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">For on that night ,it dawned on my soul</span></span><br />
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<span style="color: #d5a6bd;"><i><b>I had lost the battle </b></i></span><br />
<span style="color: #d5a6bd;">Lost the world I created </span><br />
<span style="color: #d5a6bd;">Lost my integrity and true self</span><br />
<span style="color: #d5a6bd;">All at hands of egotist </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><span style="color: #ea9999;">Gazing out my window</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><span style="color: #ea9999;">Didn't know </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><span style="color: #ea9999;">And then it hit me out cold</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><span style="color: #ea9999;">It was you ,ravager </span></span><br />
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Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06281506755914278423noreply@blogger.com24tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-745809080026492697.post-7547012413444314222012-06-29T09:18:00.000-07:002012-09-12T08:40:18.534-07:00Goodbye<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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<span style="font-size: small;">Wondering when will the sun be found again</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;">Seeking your validation somehow started mattering more</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;">For lost was me and thus the seed of abuse enlarged</span></div>
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<u><span style="font-size: x-large;"><i>Goodbye past , Goodbye narcissist </i></span></u></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><i><span style="background-color: transparent; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">Unspoken grief turning him into</span><span style="background-color: transparent; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;"> </span></i></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><i><span style="background-color: transparent; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline;">Whose thought flinches him away </span></i></span></div>
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First you shot me</div>
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Then you walk away leaving me behind</div>
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Bleeding away into the darkness of cloudy night</div>
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My screams fade away in the deep woods</div>
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MAKING MY WOUNDS INTO MY APOCALYPSE</div>
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My carcass serves as food for scavengers</div>
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For no grave is dug and coffin is lowered</div>
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My voice sated with huskiness</div>
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As I whisper from Elsewhere</div>
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MAKING MY WOUNDS INTO MY APOCALYPSE</div>
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Wonder I watch you aging forward</div>
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As I still age backwards in time</div>
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For shall never live to see the Miracle</div>
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MAKING MY WOUNDS INTO MY APOCALYPSE</div>
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Anonymousnoreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-745809080026492697.post-82989788501778397252011-09-02T07:29:00.000-07:002012-09-12T09:03:56.252-07:00WISHING<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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Wishing upon a falling star</div>
<span style="color: #a2c4c9;">Wishing in legendary lotus temple </span><br />
<span style="color: #a2c4c9;">Wishing for a long lost miracle rebound</span><br />
<span style="color: #a2c4c9;">Wishing an answer for my prayer</span><br />
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<span style="color: #a2c4c9;">Wishing a cue in the unsolved dark mystery </span><br />
<span style="color: #a2c4c9;">surrounding the famous drowned treasure history</span><br />
<span style="color: #a2c4c9;">Wishing for a guiding angel to help tread upon the forbidden path </span><br />
<span style="color: #a2c4c9;">Wishing so hope of thy deceived soul can return </span><br />
<span style="color: #a2c4c9;">Wishing going was not meant to be forever </span><br />
<span style="color: #a2c4c9;">Wishing for sun to blaze again</span><br />
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<span style="color: #a2c4c9;">Wishing dark sky to turn to bluest of fairy tales</span><br />
<span style="color: #a2c4c9;">Wishing themes of fairyland to come alive true in real life</span><br />
<span style="color: #a2c4c9;">Wishing for decisions taken in real time to be perfect</span><br />
<span style="color: #a2c4c9;">Wishing for life to finally turn a new leaf </span><br />
<span style="color: #a2c4c9;">Wishing for loser-pretending-winner to become a victor</span><br />
<span style="color: #a2c4c9;">Wishing a sad-smiling-go-to be the happiest widest grin ever flashed </span><br />
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Anonymousnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-745809080026492697.post-21834687544912058812011-08-26T07:52:00.000-07:002011-08-26T07:52:35.766-07:00TO-GET-HER (together)<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on"><div style="color: #ea9999;">Through the dark and deep alleys</div><div style="color: #ea9999;">Amidst the haunting cannibals</div><div style="color: #ea9999;">Fall of the heart of night</div><div style="color: #ea9999;">Ceases the lonely whores</div><div style="color: #ea9999;">Lighting their soul with eternity of paradise</div><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #76a5af;">Still whispers a voice of miracle</span> </span><span style="color: purple; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace; font-size: x-large;">"TO-GET-HER"</span><br />
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<span style="color: #ea9999;">A shining beacon in the infinite sky</span><br />
<div style="color: #ea9999;">Guiding the detective through the woods of wilderness of crime , chirping sounds of moaning drug addicts</div><div style="color: #ea9999;">The trodden paths of disorder ; breaking and entering</div><div style="color: #ea9999;">Thus revealing forbidden secrets that are keyed up now</div><span style="color: #76a5af; font-size: large;">Inspiring a voice of miracle</span><span style="color: #76a5af;"> </span><span style="color: purple; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace; font-size: x-large;">"TO-GET-HER"</span><br />
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<span style="color: #ea9999;">Detached strings of lust and tranquility</span><br />
<div style="color: #ea9999;">Grab him fiercely again</div><div style="color: #ea9999;">For driven by necessity and acclaim </div><div style="color: #ea9999;">Thy hands shall pen down the greatest lyrics </div><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #76a5af;">With the blood of miracle</span> </span><span style="color: purple; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace; font-size: x-large;">"TO-GET-HER"</span><br />
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<span style="color: #ea9999;">Before the dawn shall the spell break</span><br />
<div style="color: #ea9999;">Of demon and of witches</div><div style="color: #ea9999;">Of vampires and of werewolves</div><div style="color: #ea9999;">Of pschopaths and of copycats</div><span style="color: #76a5af; font-size: large;">For still whispers a voice of miracle</span><span style="color: #76a5af;"> </span><span style="color: purple; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace; font-size: x-large;">"TO-GET-HER"</span><br />
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Everyone know the truth now</div>
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Sets me free from pain and hatred</div>
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All those things that once bounded me </div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">JUST FLY AWAY ONCE</span></div>
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I cant hold u now</div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">JUST FLY AWAY ONCE</span></div>
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I know everything gonna be alright</div>
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Everything u said , everything u did</div>
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All those words and deeds </div>
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Come back to me and make me realize </div>
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That stars will again shine</div>
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That cold November will again stop</div>
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Anonymousnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-745809080026492697.post-13147599178404343202011-08-16T08:23:00.000-07:002011-08-16T08:23:00.880-07:00TANYA ANDERSON<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on"><div style="color: #c27ba0; font-family: "Helvetica Neue",Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;"><u><b>Down the lane</b></u></div><div style="color: #8e7cc3;">The moment you stopped</div><div style="color: #8e7cc3;">The instant your intuition warned </div><div style="color: #8e7cc3;">The stint your defenses shot up </div><div style="color: #8e7cc3;">The aeon you came down in flashes and up in smoke</div><div style="color: #8e7cc3;"><i>IN A HEARTBEAT APPEARED.........................................</i></div><div style="color: #8e7cc3;"><br />
</div><div style="color: #c27ba0; font-family: "Helvetica Neue",Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;"><u><b>Down the lane </b></u></div><div style="color: #8e7cc3;">Where words are lie</div><div style="color: #8e7cc3;">And trust is a road to deceit</div><div style="color: #8e7cc3;">Love a shortcut to use you</div><div style="color: #8e7cc3;">When songs become a memoir of your journey</div><div style="color: #8e7cc3;"><i>IN A HEARTBEAT APPEARED ..................................</i></div><div style="color: #8e7cc3;"><br />
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</div><div style="color: #c27ba0; font-family: "Helvetica Neue",Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;"><u><b>Down the lane</b></u></div><div style="color: #8e7cc3;">Pain your disease and tragedy your drug</div><div style="color: #8e7cc3;">A false smile your go-to appearance</div><div style="color: #8e7cc3;">Forloness and tranquility color your life</div><div style="color: #8e7cc3;">All you can do is</div><br />
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<div style="color: #76a5af;">For what zillion words fail to describe my gratitude , never being a girl of words </div><span style="color: #76a5af;">I humbly request you to accept it </span></div>Anonymousnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-745809080026492697.post-72188094517723847822011-07-09T10:54:00.000-07:002011-07-09T10:54:41.271-07:00My Song<div style="color: #d5a6bd; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">World dumped me</div><div style="color: #d5a6bd; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">Took me over agian</div><div style="color: #d5a6bd; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">Not as an afraid child who needs to hold a hand</div><div style="color: #d5a6bd; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">To keep from falling</div><div style="color: #d5a6bd; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">But as a bold, furistic robot who is stone cold to fears</div><div style="color: #d5a6bd; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">Of a mortal life</div><div style="color: #d5a6bd; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">I have died</div><div style="color: #d5a6bd; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">& I die every minute over & over again</div><div style="color: #d5a6bd; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">But none seem to notice</div><div style="color: #d5a6bd; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">Those who notice pretend like it never happened</div><div style="color: #d5a6bd; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">None wants to see the darkness beneath the budding flower</div><div style="color: #d5a6bd; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">None wants to treat wounds and heal scars</div><div style="color: #d5a6bd; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">I am used & made a victim of deceit and betrayal<br />
Only to be awaken each morning in infinite cold</div><div style="color: #d5a6bd; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">If only a heart could see the death</div><div style="color: #d5a6bd; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">If only eyes could unlock the darkest secrets</div><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;"><i><span style="color: #ea9999; font-family: "Helvetica Neue",Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">Ghosts are points of reason a terrified brain creates to feel the tragedy and anguish again and over again in a heartbeat</span></i></span>Anonymousnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-745809080026492697.post-88668223982010361332011-06-04T08:13:00.000-07:002011-06-04T08:13:07.176-07:00HOW CAN<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on"><div style="color: #f9cb9c;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">How can </span>I say I am fine when nothing's fine</div><div style="color: #f9cb9c;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">How can <span style="font-family: inherit;">I care when everything I cared for isn't here</span></span></div><div style="color: #f9cb9c;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"></span></div><div style="color: #f9cb9c;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">How can <span style="font-family: inherit;">I sing when I have lost everything</span></span></div><div #fce5cd;"="" style="color: #f9cb9c;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">How can <span style="font-family: inherit;">I be strong when I am bleeding my life out </span></span></div><div style="color: #f9cb9c;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">How can <span style="font-family: inherit;">I say I am happy when happiest moments of my life were all fake </span></span></div><div style="color: #f9cb9c;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">How can <span style="font-family: inherit;">I be intelligent when I have always been victim of deceit and betrayal </span></span></div><div style="color: #f9cb9c;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">How can <span style="font-family: inherit;">I feel belonged when I don't fit anywhere</span></span></div><div style="color: #f9cb9c;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">How can <span style="font-family: inherit;">I tell my darkest fears when I know everyone will mock</span><br />
</span></div><div style="color: #f9cb9c;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">How can <span style="font-family: inherit;">I say I am awake when half of my world is asleep </span></span></div><div style="color: #f9cb9c;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">How can <span style="font-family: inherit;">I dream when I fear closing eyes shutting out all memories</span></span></div><div style="color: #f9cb9c;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">How can <span style="font-family: inherit;">I feel love when I am stone-cold</span></span></div><div style="color: #f9cb9c;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">How can <span style="font-family: inherit;">I code that not even ruins remain of highest wall ever build</span></span></div><div style="color: #f9cb9c;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">How can <span style="font-family: inherit;">I say I don't even know or remember who i really was </span></span><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"> <br />
</span></span></div><div style="color: #f9cb9c;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">How can <span style="font-family: inherit;">I state coldness, darkness & solitude as my best friends forever or worst enemies forever<br />
</span></span></div><div style="color: #f9cb9c;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">How can <span style="font-family: inherit;">be my life a more hell</span></span></div><div style="color: #f9cb9c;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">How can <span style="font-family: inherit;">this cloud's destruction lead to even darkest night darker than eclipse</span></span></div><div style="color: #f9cb9c;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">How come <span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">it was me ,</span></span></span></span></div><div style="color: #f9cb9c;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;">Why me of all 6 million people</span></span></span></span></div><span style="font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="background-color: #674ea7; color: #ea9999; font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="font-size: large;">Just answer why?</span> </span></span> </span></span></div>Anonymousnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-745809080026492697.post-54584488400078493532011-06-04T07:38:00.000-07:002011-06-04T07:38:53.544-07:00LOST<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on"><div style="color: #f9cb9c;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">L</span>ost in symphony of hell ,</div><div style="color: #f9cb9c;"><span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">L</span>ost in literary world ,</div><div style="color: #f9cb9c;">Lost in world of people,</div><div style="color: #f9cb9c;">Lost in web of kinship,</div><div style="color: #f9cb9c;">Lost in coldness of night,</div><div style="color: #f9cb9c;">Lost in darkness of atmosphere,</div><div style="color: #f9cb9c;">Lost in solitude of what my life has become,</div><div style="color: #f9cb9c;">Lost to cold-heartedness</div><div style="color: #a2c4c9; font-family: "Helvetica Neue",Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">LOST , LOST , LOST</div><br />
<div style="color: #8e7cc3;"><span style="font-size: large;">Will I ever be found again?</span></div><div style="color: #8e7cc3;"><span style="font-size: large;">Will I ever be recognized again?</span></div><div style="color: #8e7cc3;"><span style="font-size: large;">Will I ??????????</span></div><div style="color: #8e7cc3;"></div><br />
</div>Anonymousnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-745809080026492697.post-3991795831693286302011-05-31T07:46:00.000-07:002011-05-31T07:46:57.950-07:00RED AND BLUE<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on"><div style="color: #e06666;">My hands are red from pain</div><div style="color: #e06666;">My eyes are red from crying </div><div style="color: #e06666;">My nose red of cough</div><div style="color: #e06666;">My clothes red of my blood</div><div style="color: #e06666;">My life red with fury</div><div style="color: #93c47d;"><br />
</div><div style="color: black;">BUT, </div><div style="color: #93c47d;"> <span style="color: #6fa8dc;">My feet blue from cold </span></div><div style="color: #6fa8dc;">My mood blue from truth</div><div style="color: #6fa8dc;"> My skin blue of venial blood that flows now</div><div style="color: #6fa8dc;"> My face blue of being hit by the cruelty of silence</div><div style="color: #93c47d;"><span style="color: #6fa8dc;">My lips being hard from frost </span></div><br />
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<span style="color: #ffd966;"> </span><u style="color: #674ea7;"><b>WHY THE HELL IS EVERYTHING RED AND BLUE ???????</b></u><br />
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<div style="background-color: #9fc5e8; color: #e06666;">Maybe i am helpless satellite falling through a nighty sky </div><div style="background-color: #9fc5e8; color: #e06666;">or a walking encylopedia but living failure</div><div style="background-color: #9fc5e8; color: #e06666;">no wonder who i am </div><div style="color: #0c343d;">MOLLY U R REALLY BEST FRIEND AND THIS IS A SMALL TOKEN FOR MY FRIENDSHIP</div><div style="color: #741b47;"><span style="color: #0c343d;">KINDLY ACCEPT IT </span></div><br />
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</div>Anonymousnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-745809080026492697.post-83055234618631006322011-03-08T04:46:00.000-08:002012-04-20T22:50:27.274-07:00HEART : INTUITION OR CONSCIOUS<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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<b><i style="color: #c27ba0;"><span style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue",Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">Heart</span></i> </b><span style="color: #8e7cc3;">is like a tree and so </span><span class="ResultBody" style="color: #8e7cc3;">deceases a slow death</span><br />
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making each ray of hope fall like a leaf</div>
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and when all leaf r shed then sets in voidness</div>
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<b style="color: #c27ba0;"><i><span style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue",Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">Heart</span></i></b> <span style="color: #8e7cc3;">is like a sea, a sea unaware of it's power .it's lust</span><br />
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and with each single drop evaporating it awaits it's future </div>
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<b style="color: #c27ba0;"><i><span style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue",Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">Heart</span></i></b> <span style="color: #8e7cc3;">is a flower where memories are written forever</span><br />
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just like a the lullaby asking what happened to goodbye</div>
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<b style="color: #c27ba0;"><i><span style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue",Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">Heart</span></i></b> <span style="color: #8e7cc3;">is like a island where roads diverge but at</span><span class="ResultBody" style="color: #8e7cc3;"> annihilation</span><span style="color: #8e7cc3;"> still merge</span><br />
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and when experience says it's risky and proud says it's impossible</div>
<span style="color: #8e7cc3;">and reason says useless, the heart whispers</span> <span style="color: #ea9999; font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;">" Give it a try"</span><br />
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<b style="color: #c27ba0;"><i><span style="font-family: "Helvetica Neue",Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">Heart</span></i></b> <span style="color: #8e7cc3;">is a body whose wounds r healed with time</span><br />
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however scars shall ad infinitum</div>
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<b><i><span style="color: #c27ba0; font-family: "Helvetica Neue",Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">Heart</span> </i></b><span style="color: #8e7cc3;">is organ that still beats after being torn apart , broken</span><br />
<span style="color: #8e7cc3;">and words some kept </span><br />
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<b style="color: #c27ba0; font-family: "Helvetica Neue",Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;"><i>Heart</i></b> <span style="color: #8e7cc3;">is room where love is as light as flame </span><br />
<span style="color: #8e7cc3;">and doors for it leads to windows opened for pain</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;"><span style="background-color: #351c75; color: #d5a6bd;">DON'T FALL TOO HARD FOR ANYONE CAUSE AT TIME OF DARKNESS UR OWN SHADOW LEAVES U</span></span></div>
</div>Anonymousnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-745809080026492697.post-14127480452504123522011-01-08T23:55:00.000-08:002011-01-10T20:37:41.843-08:00<div style="color: #999999; font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">Physicists could not squelch, </span></div><div style="color: #999999; font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">Bible nix contemplated of it as a wringer,</span></div><div style="color: #999999; font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">What lay beyond profundity;</span></div><div style="color: #999999; font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">When elements of zest were<span id="hotword"><span id="hotword" name="hotword" style="background-color: transparent; cursor: default;"> restituted </span></span>,</span></div><div style="color: #999999; font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">With illicit , infidelity, indignity:</span></div><div style="color: #999999; font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif;"><span style="font-size: small;">All comprising of </span><span style="font-size: small;"><span id="hotword"><span id="hotword" name="hotword" style="background-color: transparent; cursor: default;">Lucifer</span></span> connate cordiality,</span></div><div style="color: #999999; font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif;">When </span></span><span style="font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif; font-size: small;"><span id="hotword"><span id="hotword" name="hotword" style="background-color: transparent; cursor: default;">forlornness</span></span></span><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif;"> was the </span></span><span style="font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif; font-size: small;"><span id="hotword"><span id="hotword" name="hotword" style="background-color: transparent; cursor: default;">unequaled</span></span></span><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif;"> enterprise and forsaken</span></span><span style="font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif; font-size: small;"><span id="hotword"><span id="hotword" name="hotword" style="background-color: transparent; cursor: default;"> extirpative</span></span></span><span style="font-size: small;"> <span style="font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif;">repercussion</span>.....................</span></div><div style="color: #f4cccc;"></div><br />
<div style="background-color: #6fa8dc; color: magenta; font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif;"><i><span style="font-size: large;">Who's best friend-novel or darkness ??????????????</span></i></div><div style="background-color: white; color: #b4a7d6; font-family: "Helvetica Neue",Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;"><i><span style="font-size: large;"> </span></i></div><div style="color: #a64d79; font-family: "Trebuchet MS",sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: large;"><i><b> </b></i></span></div>Anonymousnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-745809080026492697.post-69690725833642912872010-12-19T08:08:00.000-08:002011-01-10T20:36:19.319-08:00<div style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="color: #330099;">For even death is not bestowed upon asking,</span></div><div style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="color: #330099;">Birth was problem,</span></div><div style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="color: #330099;">Where termination wasn't the dissolving agent;</span></div><div style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="color: #330099;">I suffered a syndrome greater than paranoid schizophrenia ,</span></div><div style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="color: #330099;">But termed simply as solitude;</span></div><div style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="color: #330099;">Where depression was not the drift,</span></div><div style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="color: #330099;">For irritability was a plateau,</span></div><div style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><br />
</div><div style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><span style="color: #330099;">i wished just for once someone saw:</span></div><span style="color: #ff6666; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace; font-size: 180%;"><span style="font-style: italic; font-weight: bold;">HOW DEEP THE SHALLOW WATER RAN </span></span><span style="color: #ff6666; font-size: 180%;"> !!!!!!!!!!!!</span>Anonymousnoreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-745809080026492697.post-2681012396180732382010-11-16T05:43:00.000-08:002010-11-21T06:15:46.354-08:00<span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);font-size:130%;" ><span style="font-style: italic;font-family:trebuchet ms;" >When sidereal day ends,</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;font-family:trebuchet ms;" >With badge and books owned;</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;font-family:trebuchet ms;" >Left abandoned ,</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;font-family:trebuchet ms;" >In the heart of night,</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;font-family:trebuchet ms;" >When it is dark in lights;</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;font-family:trebuchet ms;" >The most unstable element,</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;font-family:trebuchet ms;" >Carves to reach deeper into oceans,</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;font-family:trebuchet ms;" >In search of a true spirit ,</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;font-family:trebuchet ms;" >A guarding grit,</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;font-family:trebuchet ms;" >That instills a new dawn;</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;font-family:trebuchet ms;" >Where Grey shall turn to pink,</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;font-family:trebuchet ms;" >But a yet deeper intuition;</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;font-family:trebuchet ms;" >Let mind rules coal and ice,</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;font-family:trebuchet ms;" >For like a drug fanatic ,</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;font-family:trebuchet ms;" >It reaches for Cliff-Hanger</span></span><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 0);">,</span><br /><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);font-family:webdings;" >But something was incomplete in that yet a complex puzzle</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);font-family:webdings;" >half solved</span><br /></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);font-family:verdana;font-size:180%;" ><span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;">AND THAT WAS SOMEONE TO HOLD ON TO </span></span>Anonymousnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-745809080026492697.post-10441412397184737092010-10-31T00:02:00.000-07:002011-06-01T20:28:40.452-07:00<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on"><div style="color: #674ea7; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><i>I love you, I hate you,</i></div><div style="color: #674ea7; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><i>All I know is what to decide,</i></div><div style="color: #674ea7; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><i>To kill you or let your fate to your grave,</i></div><div style="color: #674ea7; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><i>But those unanswered transactions, </i></div><div style="color: #674ea7; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><i>Shall always haunt thy;</i></div><div style="color: #674ea7; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><i>For I were a sign-seeker;</i></div><div style="color: #674ea7; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><i>But thou turned to an <span style="font-style: italic;">apocalypse</span>,</i></div><div style="color: #674ea7; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><i>He would still be destroyed but;</i></div><div style="color: #674ea7; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><i>Before damsel on your <span style="font-style: italic;">Grim Reaper,</span></i></div><div style="color: #674ea7; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><i>A tear shall not drain her beauty,</i></div><div style="color: #674ea7; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><i>Roses paved her way as in heaven,</i></div><div style="color: #674ea7; font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"><i>But hell would had dragged thou far behind ,</i></div><span style="color: red; font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: bold;">Lest you cried and though she came and nourished, nurtured</span>,<br />
<span style="color: red; font-family: trebuchet ms; font-weight: bold;">& went to become Nobel, Orange,Pulitzer,Booker,Emmey victor </span></div>Anonymousnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-745809080026492697.post-31078868180776691902010-10-30T23:40:00.000-07:002010-10-31T00:01:08.874-07:00<span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);font-family:arial;" >Just in water & wish to reach profundity</span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"> </span><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);font-family:arial;" >,<br />On the brink of to defy Carley house</span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">,</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);font-family:arial;" >Repressing a spare called preservance</span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">,</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204);font-family:arial;" ><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">Making friends with agony and ecstasy of reading life</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 255); font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;font-family:georgia;font-size:130%;" >With Closed Eyes and a Falling Star</span><br /></span>Anonymousnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-745809080026492697.post-37428922262414595062010-06-04T08:28:00.000-07:002010-06-04T09:02:09.910-07:00<span style="color:#ffff33;"><span style="color:#999900;"><span style="font-family:lucida grande;">Earnst was his expression, for it was filled with purity</span><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;">that could permeate the atmosphere, with redolscence of cordial love</span><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;">TOUCH OF HIS SMOOTH HAND , flooded the deep drying river of inspiration</span><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;">and it appealed as spring had returned with vivid blossoms and fluttering new green leaves</span><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;">and frozen river of confidence commenced to grow out of stumbling blocks</span><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;">as his eyes interlocked with mine for a split second</span></span><br /></span><span style="color:#663333;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#663333;"><em>And I vowed to work hard day and night to stand </em></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#663333;"><em>shoulder to shoulder to him</em></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#663333;"><em>and would never take rest till it happens</em></span><br /><br /><span style="font-size:180%;"><strong><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#ccccff;">"</span><em><span style="color:#ccccff;">HE " need not to be told as circumstances would oblige him to</span></em></span></strong></span><br /><em><span style="color:#ccccff;"></span></em>Anonymousnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-745809080026492697.post-42624252344475064332010-05-23T01:37:00.000-07:002010-05-23T02:02:41.905-07:00<span style="color:#006600;">Dissemble as words are not you care for</span><br /><span style="color:#006600;">though thou are mortified and tore<br />fathomless in heart rendering moment</span><br /><span style="color:#006600;">hold your horses till time is felicitous</span><br /><span style="color:#006600;">to avenge and prove</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;font-size:130%;color:#993399;"><em><strong>VANQUISHMENT of HUE</strong></em></span>Anonymousnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-745809080026492697.post-85916310058755463832010-05-14T08:41:00.000-07:002010-05-14T09:02:35.773-07:00<span style="color:#33ccff;">No aristocrat ever lived to enjoy<br />No man ever lived to bow<br />No opulent ever lived to show world holds a grudge<br />No beloved ever lived to woe<br />For a man lived to be a paragon</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;">HE who detest blaze of publicity knows it</span>Anonymousnoreply@blogger.com0